Days 11-14

I haven't decided yet about the move. I asked the person that offered me the position to give me some time and he agreed, I basically would be starting up my own division so I have some time anyway.

There is a radio station here that plays strictly love songs - cheesy love songs and I love it. When I was younger I always had "a song" with the guy I was going out with. My first BF it was " I Don't Want to Live Without Your Love" a Chicago song, another had "Eternal Flame" by the Bangles. While they may seem cringe worthy, I actually like hearing them. My taste in music has changed drastically as has my taste in men. But, when I hear "Here and Now" by Luther Vandross I know that this is what I want. I am also partial to "Mandy" but I don't think any guy I would want would admit to me "stopping them from shaking".

Back to business. I had a great time away and boy did I need it. I did go out w/someone while I was here but something is holding me back. Whatever it is I'm leaving things up to fate (my considering the job offer has nothing to do with it, I never even mentioned it to him). I also reconnected with someone I hadn't seen in a long time, and I'm happy for that. I am looking forward to continuing that friendship, our families used to be very close and it just makes me happy to have them all back in my life.

I came down here sad and am leaving happier than I've been in a long time. Amazing what two weeks away can do.

Now if only I can convince someone to pick me up from the airport.....