What I did with the wax

I forgot to mention that he poured the wax on me three times and by the third time I was no longer "in turmoil". The wax didn't take on any shapes. So he gives me the big ball of wax and tells me that I had to throw it into a body of water and say a little prayer. I left work early today to do this. I walked by the water until I found a spot where no one would see me (I really didn't want to get arrested for littering) and I threw it in. Will it help? Who knows? To be honest I am more confused than ever because now I am so focused on what is going on in my life. I still haven't decided to take the new job. I'm still putting a lot of things off. I wish I could just move and start a new life, but I know it won't be easy and to be honest I'm not ready to let some things go yet.